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I was the idiot instead.
Wednesday, December 2, 2009, 10:13 PM
HAI PEOPLE !
I'm back from camp,
(: .
Freaking tired,
so I'll just post and maybe go to rest.
It was fun,
and sad too.
Anyway ..
DayONE :
Daddy fetched me to school,met the girls.
After took attendance through Sharity there,
then I flipped through the camp booklet.
I saw Kiawei's name !
LOL,
didn't know she would come.
But whatever,
so yeah.
Sit with my team members,
they're very fun,
^^ .
I'm in the same team as MarcusOh !
LOL,
he is very noisy,
then he keep playing with an elephant toy through out the camp ._. .
Created team name,
" Boomz ".
LOL !!!
RisLow !
Love to suan her.
Made a lame cheer ( all thanks to MarcusOh LOL ! ).
Went for scavanger ( how to spell ? Pronounce correctly can alr huh (: , LOL )hunt,
needed to find/buy some stuffs.
Got Louis to buy the items,
while we all eat at BurgerKing.
Enjoy sial bodoh ^^ .
Then took bus there alr.
Can't really remember what happened later though,
had debrief.
Unpack stuffs and went to shower,
then had dinner.
Walked to SalvationArmy for service.
PastorJoseph spoke to us for all the sessions.
After service,
had supper and after that, OTOT ( OwnTimeOwnTarget ).
Played BigTwo ( Pokercards are brought and loved. )
Till lights off,
we close the lights,
then we slept at level two marrh.
And we continued playing till quite late,
then I can't sleep.
Keep disturb Fiona and Zolene.
Then Lingting keep wake up cus very noisy ( HAHAHAH ) .
Okay,
DAY ONE OVER (: .
DayTWO :
I woke up on my own accord.Suppose to wake up 7+,
I woke up at 6.48.
I can't sleep already.
Personal problems,
won't share.
Then had Morning Devotion,
after that went to have Breakfast.
Then went to find service again,
as DayTWO had 2 services,
one in the morning and one in the night.
After that,
had outdoor lunch,
and went to go trekking !
Our team came in first !
Woah !
BOOMZ (: !
Though we walked the wrong way ( About 1km of steep slopes ),
we still carry on.
We had a very strong teambonding,
I guess.
Went back,
Glenys and I were like damn happy,
cus had the toilet to ourselves,
can shower first !
Shiok !
Showered alr had dinner,
then go service again.
Touched,
and cried like a dog.
Supper again,
AND HAD NIGHT WALK OMFG.
I was freaking scared,
seriously.
Among all those 100+ people,
I was the only one who was scared.
._. ?
Then Nicholas told me,
I'm the only one who passed the game LOLOL (: .
Cus I still made through though I scared.
Nehnehnipupu :P .
Then went back to bunk,
talk awhile and went to sleep alr.
DayTHREE :
This was the day,that things really got real messy.
But I shall not mention about anybody,
except myself and some people (: .
Woke up,
had Morning Devotion that was led by Glenys and me.
Had Breakfast,
then went for some AmazingRace thingy (: .
Very fun,
Boomz only team to complete the race !
WOOOO !
Team Boomz ftw.
Then went back to shower,
and had dinner before going to service.
Was really sad during service,
I really cried alot.
Then had supper,
and OTOT till 3am !
They partied all night at the canteen,
but well..
I spent my time the other way.
I don't know what happened to me anymore.
I threw the Bible on the floor ( I wasn't suppose to do that ),
and everything else in my hand.
Zolene shouted at me for throwing the Bible.
I didn't care and just ran upstairs.
I lied on the floor,
and started to scream, shout and cry.
Everyone downstairs was shocked,
thinking I cried because of Zolene scolding me,
but the truth that its not that reason,
but another.
Will not mention,
its my personal problems.
Zolene ran up and hugged me tightly,
brush my hair and pat my head,
telling me sorry that she shouldn't have shouted at me earlier.
I told her,
" Its not your fault, its mine.
And this is not the reason,
really. "
Then when other people came up,
even Lingting and Fiona,
I started screaming,
" GO AWAY ! GET LOST ! "
It wasn't myself that time,
they told me,
they were really afraid.
For that,
I'm sorry.
Zolene then wanted me to explain,
and brought me to another bunk,
and chased everyone out of the bunk.
When going to the other bunk,
tears flowed non-stop.
That person noticed,
that person looked.
I wondered to myself,
"What did he/she thought about ?"
Continuing ,
she locked the door,
wiped my tears and asked me to explain.
I told her the situation I'm going through,
and she tried to settle.
Things were really rough ..
I cried nonstop for that few hours.
She brought me back to our bunk,
and asked everyone to only enter bunk 4b and not 4a.
She brought the person I was having problems with to upstairs.
I cried, and cried, and cried.
I was afraid,
scared.
That person..
it was the first time he/she shouted in such an angry tone to me.
I don't know what to do,
seriously.
We quarelled,
like there were no end.
We started to shout at each other,
the pain in my heart started to increase as every negative things come out from each other's mouth.
I didn't wanted that to happend,
really ..
I suffered in silence for so long.
When the person came to see me,
I didn't cry.
But when the person closed the door entering the stairs.
I would start to scream and shout all over again.
Many people worried,
I know.
I'm sorry.
And now that person is granting me freedom.
But I'm not at all,
instead I'm suffering even more.
This is the 2nd time that its happening.
But this time,
it seemed like ..
there was something different.
It was like..
he/she lied to me,
for me.
I don't understand,
at all.
How I wish this could be made clear.
I thought about this the whole night,
I got very little rest.
LastDay :
In the morning,I was really tired.
Zolene had to hug me up.
I didn't wanted to wake up.
Then I was in silence the whole morning,
still thinking.
Took the bus back home,
had lunch at macs,
and we all went home.
Anonymous :
I want to know how you feel.
I really do.
Those feelings inside out,
I want to know.
Maybe you'd be angry,
I posted about what happened.
But I seriously can't hold it in,
really, really.
Your free to talk to me anytime,
not as how we were in the past,
but as friends.
I promise,
I love you.
Zolene :
Zolene !
Thankyou for comforting me,
caring for me when I was crying non stop.
You would come whenever I shouted,
" Zolene " .
Glenys :
Really thankyou Glenys,
though I just met you,
I shared many secrets with you.
I trust you,
really alot.
You helped me with the situation alot too,
and during the camp you were always with me.
Germaine :
Thankyou for accompanying me when I cried,
and through the night !
You shared your experience with me,
as you knew you'd let me think clearer.
(: .
Girlfriends :
Thankyou Girlfriends,
Your all the best.
Always with me ^^ .
You girls comforted me all the time,
I really appreciate.
You loved,
You cared,
But not anymore.